Friday, October 22, 2010

Pain Transference In Acupuncture

More on Turkey: people, the teachings, the kitchen ("small" and should gash gourmet)

As every year, I missed the World Bread Day 2010 , although physical evidence of my usual amnesia are only for this year and Previous .... that is, since I put my hands on Philosophically Sustainable . I still remember last year, I knew the day after this day the bread was done and I promised to take part this year, ironically I am also lost October 16, 2010.
In reality, however, to be sincere, a bit ' I wanted to be: on the morning of 16 I knew that it was the WBD, but I scruple to publish any recipe "panos", despite having filed, because every public post that requires me to mind days of gestation, a graphical organization (ie the preparation of photographs), and evidence of second thoughts, and suddenly one Saturday a publication would restore partial, incomplete, which would leave me unsatisfied. And then I was still in the lead up and the upgrade of Turkey, I can not update and I must not procrastinate.
Without these excuses unnecessary and not required (and xcusatio not petita , accusatio manifest, as they say ... even if I do not know what accusatio move to lose half a page to explain why I have not participated in the WBD, even someone had asked me then ), it is time to act and continue the upgrade turkish.
I miss Turkey. I did not think was possible that a place will stick so deeply in the heart , in spite of my stay there was relatively short, and despite my "attachment process" has developed into an even shorter. At first, the context in which I worked I was impatient to become indifferent (as I said in my previous post: even if I did not want to go home, I miss the most haunted and many bad feelings were gone, I felt no particular emotion the country where I was staying) at the end - the last month, more or less, to be exact, according to a kind of upslope even within the same month - I developed to the Turkish reality, to its history, its music, its contradictions, even to his people, a strong emotional bond, an appreciation of all these things (reality, history, music, contradictions etc) ... This is perhaps due to the fact that he approached the moment when I would have had to come back in Italy, because the beginning seemed so far away.
Have you noticed how often you appreciate things differently, with a different intensity and a different approach, the fact that you know will end soon or that life will change in ways so radical as to prevent bring yet?
A boy I know I made this observation about citing "Jack Frusciante left the group" ... and never in my Turkish experience I've had a scent so on.
From the start, however, Turkey (or the part that I touched myself), I was amazed at the strong sense of hospitality, which involves and welcomes everyone, whether you are tourists or not ... and I certainly was not a tourist . Beyond their ability "turcocentrica" \u200b\u200b(of which index was the surprise shown by many at the news that you, foolish European italianofila, did not speak turkish but English ) and their consider Turkey the navel of the world, gave a warm sensation as feeling welcomed, treated as unwelcome guests, but not be honored with offerings (of drink or groceries) showed that the pleasure, or feeling, they had to interact with you, wanting you to do anyway, and always feel at home, even on occasions when the real conversation was impossible because the caller did not know English and I do not I knew the turkish.
Tale always, by the way, an episode which also is very suitable to the context of this blog for the culinary element that pops up: a lunedì mattina, alle 6 e 30, dovetti accompagnare due ospiti in aeroporto. Dopo i soliti convenevoli e le usuali presentazioni con l'autista [ presentazione che usualmente (tranne per gli ultimi due trasnfert in cui gli autisti masticavano curiosamente un po' di inglese) si svolgeva in questo modo: con lui che mi diceva (in turco) qualcosa che penso volesse dire "io non parlo l'inglese" ed io che replicavo (in inglese o in italiano, tanto l'incapacità dell'altro di comprendermi era la medesima), "no turkish/no turco" ] il viaggio era proseguito senza inceppi e senza problemi. Al ritorno l'autista si è fermato davanti ad un panettiere e mi ha detto qualcosa che ho interpretato (oh grandi capacità interpretation that I developed in Bodrum! ) as "I'll be right", took bread and pastries for breakfast the family (because at that point, it was actually made breakfast time) and got in the car , kindly offered me a big cake studded with sesame seeds. Turkish edible things that until then had never seen. It was not nice to refuse and stomach a bit 'I muttered, as I said with a sincere smile and surprised " teşekkürler" (meaning "thank you", a term that I learned almost immediately and I have used on several occasions) and I ate the donut.
And already this surprised me: you, turkish driver who does not speak English, offered a donut (in a sense, breakfast) to me, Italian girl who does not speak turkish and you know more or less than forty minutes! offer made evident, among other things, without ulterior motives.
Shortly after turning right has to be broken down, apologizing to the gestures and words, and went from house to leave what he had bought ( except my donut ) ... the house, or rather three cement hut surrounded by greenery, on the sides of street, with chickens trotting everywhere. A home that evoked poverty but misery.
And I felt my stomach contract to see how a certain person who does not sail in the gold had not scruple to offer to me, perfect stranger, something that could otherwise use for themselves and for his family, so different from the Turkish resort of the wealthy where I worked, instead, wasting time, filling the plates of four different things and leaving almost all of what they took!
and offerings (fruit and biscuits) made to me by the waiters, who knew me once more, the countless tea I have been offered, breakfast often divided, that kindness sometimes strange, unusual, but that warmed my heart.
A slash (badly photographed) of the residence of the driver who offered me the donut
The Turks are patriotic and nationalist ad nauseum, it is true, many are locked into their "turchitudine" so irritating at times, assuming that we all know the turkish, the Turkish traditions, history, Turkish etc * ... but their propensity to hospitality, offer, they want you to be heard in their Turkish home, in the end he managed to make up their mind turcocentrica ... at the end, I say, because in the early days - even when I did not know many things - that mentality in a burning irritated me.
I still miss Turkey, with its warmth, with its ability to give me a place and a purpose here, right now, for now, I have not. I miss the feeling also harass their ears from the turkish language that is bizarre and I eventually come to feel like "family" almost of comfort and "home" I miss not being able to discover more of a land so contradictory and so far from our sensitivity "westernized" in his being in the middle between East and West, between modernity and tradition.
In the months in Turkey, I met with who I am, with my many faults and attitudes "wrong" ... and after a fairly long lag time (in relative terms in which three months equals eternity) in which I fought constantly with what they are - I was, I'd love to say - I was beginning to work out a compromise with myself, speaking a bit 'in what I could, accepting the rest. And me my heart to see that here - in the context in which they are - I can not continue this process ...
And I also narrows the heart when I miss some Middle Eastern flavors here that I can not play perfectly . Thus introducing the section of remembrance culinary , in which I will try to explain as best Turkish cuisine, at least insofar as I could.
The photographs which accompany the culinary corner are mainly exported to various sites, which obviously refer ... the fact is that the camera phone (which recently had elected official camera) stopped working in late July, when the idea of \u200b\u200bphotographing the various dishes I had not even touched edible. The desire to capture the food has reached me too late, when I had already abandoned the technology . To put a greater extent in contact, at least a minimum, with the food culture in which they got in touch I posted some "borrowed" from websites, though no pictures makes the climate, the smells, the lights and the atmosphere that accompanied the simple taste, even when this factor, the I know, that for every cooking, whatever its geographic origin, cultural ...




* all tend in fact fossilized into what we are most familiar and typical and that as such it sounds like "right" "normal". In Turkey, however, there was a strong resurgence This sclerotherapy, a small mind, much more widespread and marked, and that surprised me ... although I realize that even in our happy Italy of certain closed sclerotherapy did not miss.




The culinary corner turkish

The Turkish cuisine is considered one of the richest and finest in the Mediterranean. I do not mean to but I appreciated the refinements Turkish cuisine - kebap apart - for the large variety of dishes, to the great use of vegetables cooked in different ways, for the use of spices. I have not made a fool, in fact, the traditional Turkish sweets, such as Greek [ there is a rivalry background, historical and conceptual, between Turks and Greeks. There are many customs, traditions, and similar dishes, but woe to point it out! this is one of the evidence is withheld from a party other ], are necessarily and overly sweet.
But the choice of the "contours" vegetables, eggplant used in various ways and any all appetizing, the "pies" filled with cheese and vegetables (the böregi of pastry, ig ö zleme, ...), the pide of yogurt sauce, I was fully satisfied and pleased .



My quick exscursus photo of Turkish food (c'est-à- say, the Turks food I've tasted little man ... my review things that I have not tested on a sensory level) starts from the Ç ORBALAR , soups is to inaugurate the meal (to open the stomach ). I've eaten so much in three months that I was in Bodrum ! Con pomodoro patate zucchine funghi broccoli e con ingredienti "meno usuali" (che almeno io non associo alle zuppe) come lo yogurt... Adoro le minestre (le famose "sbobbe") calde o tiepide, e in Turchia sono state una gioia e un conforto per il mio stomaco anche nell'ora di pranzo, in cui solitamente c'era poco da gioire (essendo poca la scelta, bisognava accontentarsi, e spesso c'erano cose che non gradivo o che non mi piacevano proprio)



1)  Yayla  Ç orbasi : zuppa di yogurt aromatizzata con menta (un'erba evidentemente adorata dai turchi perché usata spesso in molte preparazioni). Non l'ho mangiata molte volte, perché era pietanza rara tra le scelte del resort... tuttavia quando l'ho assaggiata (e solo adesso sto identificando più esattamente quello che EFFETTIVAMENTE ho mangiato in quei 3 mesi e mezzo) l'ho trovata molto delicata e gradevolissima, anche se dall'aroma strano, quasi "esotico" 




2)  Patates  Ç orbasi : già dal nome (l'assonanza Patates-Patate non credo sia potuta sfuggirvi  ) risulta evidente, penso, che si tratta di una zuppa di patate. Bella densa, calda, cremosa... questa  è senza dubbio la mia çorba preferita  .




3)  Bezelye  Ç orbasi : pea soup. Hot, green, refreshing, similar to those that sometimes my mother prepares at home. Neither seemed to be too spicy, strange event in the world turkish ...

4) Sehriyeli Domates Ç orbasi : tomato soup with vermicelli noodles, broken up into smaller pieces, also often mixed with other types of pasta shorter. I loved when there was the red soup .


There are countless other versions: with broccoli, with milk, carrots and I do not know how many more ... But if you put me to list them all, or even other that I've tasted, occupy the whole post talking about CORBAS, and this is not what I want to do .
The çorbalar prepare the digestive system (and appetite) or to accompany MEZELER , appetizers, appetizers , opened the meal.
Among them I was intrigued and delighted a number of creams, of Salsette, compounds consistency salsosa-cream I have tasted often (both in the buffet restaurant in my "restaurant of confidence" that I began to attend the day off), accompanied by bread. This series of cream-starters salsosi are composed of many different ingredients: those that have as their main ingredient la carne, oppure con verdure triturate, salse varie e spezie, yogurt etc... Ne ho assaggiati una serie innumerevole (esclusi quelli con la carne, per le già risapute ragioni etiche che mi bollano come "vegetariana"  ), ma di pochi sono riusciti ad annotarmi i nomi (e la composizione) e a rinvenirli sul web:




1)  Acili Ezeme , cremo-salsa composta da pomodori, cipolle, paprika: dall'aroma piccante e piccantino, è molto gradevole al gusto, anche se non si è annoverata some of my favorite mezeler .
2) Havuç ezmesi : grated carrots ( à la julienne, so to speak ) in yogurt, with the 'addition of garlic. This I found really delicious meze and advisable, delicate flavor (for the trend of carrot cake, for the presence of yogurt) and truly delicious .

3) Haydari , a cream-sauce with yogurt and mint. On the very appearance recalls the most famous and tremendously tzatiki greek, but the taste is slightly different, perhaps for the mere presence of the absence of the cucumber and mint, or to the different flavor of yogurt ... Delicate and perfect for someone like me who loves mint !


4) Köpoğlu , a mixture of eggplant with yogurt, tomatoes and garlic. I adored like dell'Havuç Ezmesi, perhaps due to the presence of yogurt that softens and sweetens every taste.


Among mezeler also include böregi , salty snacks to a paste-like pastry, the yufka , stuffed in a range (with cheese, minced meat, spinach or other vegetables) and spices and herbs (including cui la solita, immancabile, menta). Esistono diversi tipi di b öreği, a seconda della forma che gli viene data:


Nei  sigara b öreği , ad esempio, la yufka è arrotolata fino ad assumere la forma di un sigaro: li ho gustati spesso ripieni di formaggio oppure con formaggio e spinaci. Ne andavo sempre in caccia, sono sfiziosissimi e deliziosi! 
do not know the names of other types of b Oreg, also named differently depending on the filling, but I appreciated and searched frantically every night (ie the time in which members of the gastronomic entertainment team ate in the main restaurant, with the immense variety of choice that brought - for breakfast and lunch instead of eating in the canteen staff of the resort, too, is ate the same things given to visitors / tourists, but in a quantity and choice decisively minor) filled pastry cut into squares, small sandwiches rectangular cylinders (the largest cigar) studded with poppy seeds ....



Similar to b Oreg, at least visually, are the G özlem , trousers yeast dough rolled on a wooden board and stuffed with cheese ( peynir) or cheese and spinach, cheese and mint, or minced meat (version but I have not tasted): recall our tortillas even if there is an infinitesimal (but obvious) difference in taste. They were one of my appointment fixed, sometimes daily, often because we were offered (sometimes on request) from the children's Mini Club, and my Turkish colleague (one of my colleagues in the Turkish Mini Club, to be sincere ... but maybe that c ' was for more time or what for his style and his personality has remained in my memory as the fellow Turkish Mini Club) he was wearing lots and smangiucchiava a bit ', leaving dishes and plates of leftovers that I and Marcella (another Italian girl) had systematically brushing .

On a clear day I joined the boat trip organized by Turban Italy ... during a break on a beach I could accidentally witness the traditional preparation of g özlem, stretching his hands and a rolling pin from the old matrons, stuffed, folded and put to cook on a hot plate. I had the camera running, but this image I found on the web in an approximate portrays the scene to which I myself have had the good fortune to attend:

event even more attractive and sought after of my day was the moment of turkish PIDE , the so-called "Turkish pizza", although with the pizza in Italy as we know it has little to do. Some Italian guests have told me, "But this has nothing to do with pizza," and they were right, because it is not pizza, pide is! E 'bread dough are given the form of "boat" or "canoe" and is stuffed with cheese, mixed with vegetables, with spinach, tomatoes, eggs, ground meat with ...
turkish definitely my favorite dish, I went looking with nostrils stretched to perceive the smell: I am the offer made by the children, I was offered to boys who served the guests, I made half hours in a row in front of the oven in the main restaurant in the evening. Usually cut into steaks, it is eaten piece by piece with your hands, then lick their fingers to guard still steeped in oil, sauce, cheese, etc ...
(As the old adage, "if you do not lick your fingers enjoy only half" ):




My favorite version was (and still is ) the p eynirli pide , with a streamlined and gorgeous cheese:



How Not to mention, by the way, my other love gourmet turkish: the CAY , tea turkish ... I never appreciated how much the protein in these months . And not only protein but also all infused with herbs, flowers or fruits that are obviously not only Turkish but I've never seen so many drunk as in Turkey, tea and / or various teas and any accompanied my every day many times. Of note, because I loved it and tasted on several occasions:

1) the simple Çay , a kind of dark tea, I do not know if equivalent to black tea. I swallowed liters on many occasions of my workday (and not) in the morning, sometimes after lunch or at the close of the Mini Club, sometimes the night before to serve the time in the resort's disco ... I also bought a box of leaves of this Çay so potermelo served at home, it helps me enormously to digest and makes me fall into a state of harmony and relaxation. Although the aroma of one made in Italy is very different from the countless Çay of Bodrum ...

Here I tried to capture as best tea leaves in the box ... the result is not good but I hope something is able to guess ...
2) 's elma Çay (the apple tea), tea with apple that was a gift that I did, a sweet and gorgeous whim that I allowed myself time to time (because was not provided or for breakfast or lunch or dinner and I had to buy it at the cafeteria next to the resort).
had become my custom, day off in the evening after dinner, to go to the cafeteria and order elma Cay. Seated at the table with my cup in his hands, the sweet liquid and hot that I ran in the throat and all the stress of the week and the excitement of the day off (which in the end I was more active and doing more things in the "days There ") I slipped on leaving only a huge sense of peace.
3) Kuşburnu Cay: d olce and incredibly relaxing, I questioned the very first sip of what corresponded in Italian. I do not know why I never scruple to seek the English translation of the consideration, rosehip, which I now find that it is a " rosehips ", ie a " false fruit [...] a fruit derived from different floral structures from the ovary. Typical of the genus Rosa, comes dall'ingrossamento the receptacle, is fleshy and forms a cup that contains the achenes, the real fruits of yellow or brown, mixed with animal hair.. It is therefore a part of the rose, whatever the rose in question.
Poco importa, però, perché il k uşburnu çay mi ha dato, anche quando ne ignoravo la natura, attimi di distensione e rilassamento che ancora ricordo con nostalgia.


E il çay era anche protagonista indiscusso della colazione turca, il  KAHVALTI , che ha ben poco di quel che noi italiani identifichiamo con la colazione: le prime volte che sono scesa a mangiare nel ristorante dello staff, ricordo ancora quanto rimasi disappointed. Not coffee, milk, cappuccino and croissant, but tomatoes, olives, cucumbers, cheese! And Cay boiling.
And then, As time passed, the Turkish breakfast seemed more normal and obvious, although I could hardly work in the days of limiting myself to eat bread and jam (even these ingredients of kahvaltı), biscuits and fruit that I carried from my reserve room.
But the day off soon became my day of Turkish breakfast. I later breakfast, around 10 and 30/11, after having fulfilled my "duties" for women day free, ie: dip just got up, laundry and cleaning the bathroom and spazzatina the room and for some time even close to the fields (and then began to stroll too hot and the morning passed much in the background.) Breakfast was more than a brunch, where I ate pretty much everything and then pulling up for dinner at most interlude with some fruit (apples, usually, or when it was the season that I collected figs from the trees abandoned on roadsides ).
The breakfast eaten in a restaurant just outside the resort, surrounded by greenery and accoglientissimo, consisted of tomatoes - a lot of tomatoes , captured directly from the gardens behind the restaurant - olive green and black, sometimes cucumbers and / or zucchini, two kinds of cheese (one similar to flakes milk, the other more dense and full bodied), fried eggs on the fly directly from the pan and serve me, a little butter of honey and sometimes the jam. And warm white bread and hot Çay at will. It was my daily Goduria, believe me, the breakfast-room: the modest price of 10 L (about 5 of nostri Euri) mi conquistavo un angolo di pace e gioia, dovuto sia al buon cibo che alla gentilezza dei proprietari del ristorante che al luogo stesso in cui consumavo il mio desinare, così immerso in un'atmosfera di dolce abbandono della civiltà urbana.






Chiudo questa lunga carrellata di enunciazioni gastronomiche con i SIMIT , un'altra leccornia that even though he ate little during my stay in Bodrum I had kidnapped her from the start and I so loved the few times I've eaten, so now that he wanted to replicate at home. It 'the only Turkish recipe, in fact, I actually played (and twice, not one!) At home.
These cakes of bread studded with sesame seeds ... the dough is the only ingredient of bread and a little 'difficult to find is the pekmez ( syrup obtained by the condensation of grape juices such as grapes, figs and blackberries ) , I bed can be replaced with molasses and I found a kind of ersatz honey. These photos will post to closing, however, are just a taste, since this post is so full of information that seems excessive to me also add a recipe. One in the next update (which I promise to do soon) recipe Simit than the addition of the Turkish recipes "that-I-tasting-but-you-remember-with-regret-or-indifference."
A hug my loved ones and to read soon




Giulia


Monday, October 18, 2010

Demarini Bruiser Vs Reflex

Prejudice

Sotto l'aspetto psicologico, il pregiudizio non è un semplice preconcetto individuale, come se fosse una semplificazione della conoscenza. Il pregiudizio è soprattutto un fatto sociale e culturale, perché fa parte della mentalità di un determinato gruppo di persone, le quali pensano per categorie fondate su stereotipi. Il volere classificare elementi comporta il rischio di dare ad essi valori attinti da una cultura atavica, o formulata da elementi occasionali, oppure dalla non accettazione di certe realtà. Allora sorge il pregiudizio. Ciò significa che non si sa accettare il modo d’essere o esistere degli altri perché non coincide con il nostro modo di vedere e di organizzare la vita, propria e quella della nostra società. Il pregiudizio non è un semplice preconcetto, per cui un’esperienza è attinta dalla visione del mondo e dai propri miti estrapolati dal proprio vissuto. Esso prende la forma di ostilità, sia verso le singole persone, sia verso i gruppi, quando non ci si trovi in comunanza di idee, tradizioni e credenze con l’altro o con gli altri. In questa situazione si ritiene di detenere l’unico sistema dei valori con la pretesa che gli altri accettino, senza adattamenti. Ciò significa svilire l’altro, considerarlo come se non esistesse. Così il pregiudizio determina forme di intolleranza, di ostilità, annullando l’identità socioculturale dell'altro. Ognuno acquista il proprio bagaglio culturale dalle esperienze della vita, dagli studi, dalla propria professione e si forma una mentalità personale. Se a questa si associa rigidità, vi sarà terreno fertile al preconcetto, al pregiudizio e ai comportamenti dogmatici nel modo di condurre la vita. Se avviene ciò, la capacità di collaborazione tra persone, gruppi ed anche intere Nazioni diminuisce e possono sorgere nuovi pregiudizi, non meno seri di quelli antichi. Quando non ci rendiamo conto del fondamento dei nostri concetti, che reggono i nostri ragionamenti, assumiamo un atteggiamento dogmatico, pensando che il nostro modo di vedere sia l’unico e il migliore. Ciò accade perché ognuno di noi tende ad autoconfermare le own ideas and does not consider the need to interpret the facts differently. The basic reasons are always the experience and culture, the experience of the person who fits the culture to which it belongs. The person, if it is plastic and tolerant, is expressed and heard clichés acquired. Finally, while stating some absolute principles, we must consider that our way of thinking might lead us to want to overwhelm all other costs and that we may not have the ability to understand that others are at different positions but not for this less valid. S he would have should not be based on cultural stereotypes, without taking the chance to explore new areas where it can and must extend the opportunity to capture the diversity of others to accept them as as they are, how they think and how they arise. M ong often will aim to cover the other the way we see and do, as an alternative to separate themselves from them and isolate them. This does not promote peace, solidarity, harmony. from the ethical or ach person is worthy of respect for his way of acting and designing things. This may be less than if the person demonstrates to think of working against the general principles that affect all humanity and against our own security. So color, attitude, culture, way of being, if it is bound to arise as compared to the other, should not create communication difficulties. Also there may be conflicts when you want, at all costs, impose own way of seeing and acting, to harm other people's identity and freedom of thought and action. are two poles between which there is the question: authoritarianism and liberal. Being authoritarian means to impose on others their ideas and interpret life in patterns prefixes, outside of which there is no alternative. This is frankly overwhelming. Being liberal does not mean libertarians, where this concept coincides with the "do whatever you want without any respect for gli altri”; essere liberali significa non essere mossi da pregiudizi e preconcetti, che fissano le idee, impedendo alla tolleranza di cogliere la libertà degli altri e accettarla. Il rispetto è fondato sull’accettazione dell’altro, con il quale si è pronti a iniziare una qualsiasi vera comunicazione, basata sulla collaborazione, sulla solidarietà e sulla concordia.

DICE IL SAGGIO: It's never too late to give up our prejudices.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Cuales Son Las Mujeres Mas Infieles

Turkey in the heart: memories, discoveries, nostalgia and beauty of a summer very special. Memories and

I'm a disgusting, I know ... I'm back for more than two weeks, almost three , and yet I had not decided to update, while thinking and thinking all the time. There were thousands and thousands of scrapes, factors, issues that have delayed my update due: first, the return from scombussolamentro and the desire to close the outside world that attacked me for the first week, the need for riambientarsi here, as far as possible to try to reorganize their lives, to drive out the little melancholy and desire, constant in the early days of the return, to pay some tear, technical problems with Blogger that beset me on my computer (I'm writing from the PC that is small enough to travel to the usufruct of the whole family). Caught between my innate laziness and incurable and technical and technological problems independent of my will , I find myself just now to update.
Back in a house that does not start sentivo più nemmeno tale, ho vissuto (per un periodo breve a dire il vero) la condizione del viandante, condizione che Friedrich Nietzsche privilegiava ma che mi rendo conto di trovare faticosa: ricca, florida, piena di esperienze e di confronti, ma carica del peso di non sentirsi mai davvero a casa propria. Adesso che di tempo ne è passato dal mio ritorno, so e sento che è questa casa mia, il posto del mio passato, dove sono cresciuta e mi sono formata, il posto del mio presente e del mio (almeno prossimo) futuro... ma il ricordo di Bodrum, della Turchia, della mia stagione estiva, mi resta saldo nella memoria e a volte batte in una zona vicina al cuore . Mi stupisco a sentirla un little 'me, "Turkey, with its traditions, its contradictions, its people and its language ... in a process that took months of membership for installarmisi in the stomach and who has marked the last period of my stay in Bodrum.
It 'hard to salute a memorial a place and a context that was the place for 3 months and a half (and do not seem to me a few ) I have lived, interacted, built , because it is difficult to store as part of his past life, spent as another dimension of our existence. It 'been easier - it amazes me to think - leave the university context; but maybe this facility is due to the fact that for months, and even now, I continue to rotate around the axis university, such as having friends or acquaintances boys and girls who make the university, finding myself often when I go to Pisa, My now ex-library and use (as long as I activate the card) of the university canteen. For Turkey, the cut was almost complete: yes, of course, are or could be virtually in contact (via Facebook) with all or most of my former colleagues and leaders with some Italian guests I met during the three months. But the context is different, because more people (even if there is someone I really miss) I miss the context: the context of daily routines, weekly, evening. The context in which the end I had a role and location, an environment which always gave me additions to discover, once I decided to open myself to the tradition that surrounded me and to welcome new knowledge as to accumulate .
It was not always like this ... I got really impatient and indifferent to my surroundings. The difficulties I have proved larger than I had figured I was presumptuous, perhaps, or maybe I had not expected to find it plunged into a context so foreign. I just get by with English everywhere, I thought to know better English than they actually knew, and probably on paper my English was good, but in practice is another thing ... and I did not come to terms with Turkey!
arrived in early June, the guests were nearly all Turks ... and very few spoke English! Not a word! It was suffocating spend 8 ½ hours of their day (ie my day job during the day, to stay in the club at the resort) with children (for reasons of age) did not speak a word of English and I do not understand, interact with parents who did not speak English but turkish and hear my fellow international animation ciacole in turkish with children and parents, senza che riuscissi a capirci niente.

L'animazione internazionale... Io facevo parte del team di animazione del Tour Operator Turban Italia, che come già emerge dal nome era italiano: eravamo quattro e italiani e affiancavano l'animazione internazionale, costituita in realtà da turchi e da una minoranza russa. L'esperienza con l'animazione internazionale (l'"internazionale-turca", come amavo descriverla agli ospiti italiani) è stata una delle più dinamiche che abbia mai esperito: qualcuno, un Grande Fratello dell'Animazione (internazionale)turca, gestiva i suoi componenti facendoli ruotare da un resort all'altro ogni volta che si comportavano in maniera scorretta; Thus, in a season, passing before my eyes I saw more fellow leaders than they would have never known. The team of the International and totally changed at least a couple of times, there have been appearances of new animators times the order of days, I had three colleagues several "long-standing" at the Mini Club, and a couple of fleeting appearances transferred within a few days.
The first time I was firmly convinced to return home to pay the penalty, pay my way back and compensate the outward and return to Italy. I could not really feel this way more than cut off, he does not understand anything nor turkish (for obvious reasons) or English ... because they already put into practice my English was not so good and did not allow me to understand everything. To say nothing of my partners ... because the English spoken by the Turks is something essentially incomprehensible. I was shut up (and I say, shut up! But where ever we have seen a Julia who is silent? ) for the first two weeks trying to get my ear to the speech of my colleagues when they spoke Turkish English, and luckily I did this ear. But that does not hunted yet the feeling of loss daunting total, loneliness, not to be in place and the place where I was.
And if I hoped (illusione della presuntuosa, senza dubbio) di "consolarmi" (per quanto possibile) con lo spettacolo serale, anche qui mi sono scontrata con una sonora delusione: per motivi che ancora mi sono ignoti - perché non suffragati da evidenze empiriche, da prove effettive o simili - il capo dell'internazionale aveva optato per la mia incapacità totale sul palco, relegandomi ai ruoli più marginali. E' vero, sono una schiappa a ballare, ma credo sul palco, come "attrice", di cavarmela decentemente: e mi indignava - come ancora mi lascia perplessa- il modo in cui mi aveva catalogata come "incapace" senza avermi mai davvero visto sul palco. L'unica consolazione vera, è che alla fine ero diventata la "cameraman" del team .

... in ogni caso, comunque, ruoli veri non ne ho avuti mai. E questo all'inizio ha rappresentato per me una piccola tragedia. Sembra stupido, lo so perfettamente, è stupido, è stato stupido; ma l'essere esclusa in questo modo dai giochi mi faceva sentire accettata a metà, o in parte, o mal tollerata, e incrementava ancor più il disagio di sentirsi linguisticamente tagliata fuori (almeno in parte) dalla vita del resort.

Poi le cose hanno cominciato a cambiare. Non ricordo bene quando... anche se forse è stato semplicemente quando siamo entrati nel vivo della stagione, quando gli ospiti sono stati tanti, quando ho avuto italiani a cui badare, e non più tempo per farmi certe "seghe mentali". Non ho più pensato (se non di sfuggita) alle parti che non ho avuto mai, più pensato alla voglia di tornare a casa, che in realtà non c'è più stata; non che mi trovassi sempre e comunque bene, il mio umore era se possibile ancora più volubile del solito, alternando giorni di serenità a giorni di noia di sconforto di disorientamento di rabbia.

Ma ero comunque là, a Bodrum, a Yali Ciftlik , al Latanya Beach Resort; e non avrei voluto essere in altro posto, o quanto meno non ci pensavo minimamente, ad essere altrove. Nei periodi più bui ho più che altro pensato e/o desiderato di "Not" ... but my real position, however, always remained in Turkey.
And as I learned to love it! Turkey, I mean, after all, and even my life there, with what he had good and bad, pleasant and unpleasant: the alarm clock in the morning at 7:30, then moved to 8 or 8:30 to then become the standard 7:45 to do so in time the staff breakfast in the restaurant (that we animators could not have breakfast and lunch in the main restaurant but the staff, ie those working at the resort: the waiters to the cooks to the house -keeping the photographer etc ....), the many meetings that day at the end had lost part of the sense, the opening of the mini club at 10, lunch at 12 and 30 tests at 13 - when there was no evidence the afternoon opening of the mini-club and the coveted closing, dinner in the main restaurant, the show evening, the tragic and universally hated now in the resort's disco from midnight in the night.
Once there were Italian guests, time of closure of the mini club as well as the forty-minute dinner, they were my favorite ... that of contact, for the animators' Day "(not the mini-clubber, so to speak) was routine, was working, it was the duty, and even at times when I felt professionally and humanly incapable un'inetta per me ha rappresentato la più bella attività e la migliore consolazione: la conoscenza e la chiacchiera con gli ospiti (anche con gli stranieri potevo parlare, ovviamente, ma i miei preferiti, per motivi linguistici oltre che professionali, erano ovviamente gli italiani ).

Ad agosto ne abbiamo avuti anche 200, di italiani (cifra che non fa certo girare la testa, ma che era alta per un resort che aveva la capienza di più o meno 500 persone), ed è stato il mio momento preferito, anche se in teoria doveva essere il più impegnato, stancante e impegnativo (ma di bambini italiani, che dovevano essere i miei "obiettivi" prediletti, In August there were not many), I loved wandering around the beach, despite the fatigue of eight hours and a half of work (yes, it was children's club, but I want you to bear with me for hours vedervici screaming children who usually spoke a language I unintelligible), look for the green bracelets (in fact guests of the All Inclusive adults had bracelets of different colors depending on the nationality of belonging ... and the Italians were green), to engage in presentations, chats, discussions, or talking with those I already knew.
The weeks have flown at the end ... but every week was an eternity for me. I had a false and distorted perception of time, because a week was a life, it was usually the time when and where each guest had remained with the new Italian create new knowledge, new balance, new ways of being together. The weeks have chased one after another, but when a week was over, and I had to accompany a visitor all'aeroporo Italian (and / or welcome somebody coming ... it was the commitment of the week Monday, the day's arrivals and departure of Italians were "mass" and where we accompanied the four Italian animators asssistente Turban and we helped him in his task), it seemed that an eternity had passed since I accompanied the last, or when I had having to leave. It could be really depressing ... I managed to survive cogliendo e conservando di ognuno quello che di buono mi ha dato, i bei discorsi che ho fatto, le risate che mi hanno suscitato, le cose che ho imparato .

Tutti mi hanno dato qualcosa di bello, un bel ricordo da conservare, belle parole da ricordare, belle storie e suggerimenti letterari. Ho un ricordo dolce dei bambini che ho avuto... pochi a dire il vero, perché pochi sono stati i bambini italiani sotto i dodici anni in tutta la stagione: si vede non era un resort gettonato per famiglie; un ricordo bello di Sara, Giulia, Giulia, Chiara, Ilaria, Vladi, Giulio, Riccardo, Camilla, Giorgia, e anche di Giuseppe e Lorenzo che non sono never been in the mini club but I did visit every day. Vladi who taught me to do the aeropolanini paper. Sara and Joseph, in two totally different periods (one in July and another in August), I was taught and perfected the production of paper boats. Giulia with his shyness and his imagination and his confidence reminded me of myself at her age. The couple Giulio Riccardo-who I've helped to form and with which they form a trio of which I still have nostalgia.
And the children of other nationalities! What sweet memories in the end ... sometimes I have comforted the days go so well. Turkish children, Russians and Poles which sometimes something clicked, affinity or sympathy of skin ... and some I still remember them with affection, even those known in June, and then sink into my early history.


My kingdom, the Mini Club
August helped to consolidate the Latanya Beach Resort, and and August is that I started to feel more part of a kind of team: through August, or perhaps a bit 'before, with half of July ... Although people continued to leave the international animation and change. Eventually, in September, I really felt part of Latanya: In addition to the animators who were close to that I thank you warmly for the entire season (aimed particularly at this thought Nicholas, David and Marc, the other Italian) or part thereof, is there was sympathy between us, attraction, indifference, I knew many waiters, cooks, bartenders, the house-keeping ... and all of them, all I want to thank, even those that do not remember or I never knew the name, although those who greeted me only briefly held by the cookies or fruit from the bar, who knew my name though seemed to me that he had never seen .
And with them I learned to love, Turkey, with its traditions, its uses his music and his habits. Each of the parties and with his way of (not) a Muslim, because so many held us to reiterate that Turkey is Muslim, even if 90% of its inhabitants profess that religion.
For Love (but I loved it from day one that I put my nose out of room), the beaches in front of me and in my ears every day and that day off gave me a good morning, even before the breakfast (it was customary for me to do in the bathroom day off just woke up, the first sweep of the laundry room breakfast):


this show that I believe was beating a thousand times that of water - crystal clear and equally wonderful, of course, but much more artificial - in front of the resort ... We slept in fact leaders in a motel just next to the resort but had divided the beach from the resort:


And still the wonder I could see the sea in the boat ride made with three of my colleagues or a small cove where I conducted my knowledge of Turkish ... knew that the sea is beautiful and wild, so wild that I was kidnapped in Turkey.


From the boat :





The cove beach turkish to Yali Ciftlik:



That part of Turkey I have seen was the presence of wild nature, in that wild free days I went hunting, ecstatic that figs were lying abandoned on the roadside laden with fruit ripe or nearly ripe, so that once I had a bellyful crazy ciu I have collected and bringing in kilos of room for me and my roommate (the other animator Italian) Marcella ... but I have too many crops and many are moldy before I could bite into it, the olive trees (once it was established that olive trees), which goes everywhere, even in the playground, mini club, free and very sweet dogs, cows that were grazing on the edges roads, chickens wandered undisturbed through the narrow streets and who provided the eggs you eat at the resort of geese that I met one morning .... (Those in the photo)








And here is a cat (or rather, the cat boss of the village ... there were many cats that were wandering in the resort but what I had photographed the domain and it was undisputed with great probability the father of many of those I met in June to September, small and romped in the middle of adolescence):




La Turchia, il paese delle contraddizioni, della modernità e della tradizione, il paese in cui la pillola del giorno dopo si vende in farmacia senza ricetta e in cui in certe zone le donne devono ancora coprirsi, dove le ragazze vanno all'università, si laureano, lavorano e vengono in vacanza e dove alcune matrone fanno il bagno vestite e velate, dove chiunque ha Internet ma non tutti riescono a essere consapevoli che il mondo non si ferma ai confini turchi, o che comunque il resto del mondo non conosce le usanze e le tradizioni turche. A metà, davvero, tra Oriente e Occidente (dando a questi due termini the incorrect meaning of "tradition, the closure" and "modernity, progress"), including closure and advanced. It is rich in history, traditions, cultures, a country that had never believed could be so beautiful, so rich, so intriguing in what it has to grinding ... Steeped in history, I actually enjoyed only once during the day sneak nmella free trip organized by the Turban in Ephesus, an ancient city where there are only ruins, city of culture, rich city, which had a huge amphitheater, a beautiful library, front of which I got pictures of my former professor of psychology at the University ... which had been to Istanbul and then to the rest Latanya, and had me as an entertainer! You play that makes us the chance ... do not ever see each other in Pisa (and yes, for a period I've shot a lot) and cross into Turkey.





With two photos for now I conclude my melancholy reminiscence: a I was taken on August 30th (the day which marks the foundation, so to speak, of the Turkish Republic) into my vestitura official entertainer and mini clubbers, with the wreath of olive branches artifact that I wore for a month (obviously retracing every 2-3 days), making people laugh and entertain the children but also adults and earn some strong identity, trying to escape the anonymity that I always saw him relegated to the mini clubbers.
And the other was taken to a 'maybe at the end of July, at the end of our great show on Saturday, Snowhite, where I had a miserable end, however, that I brought with pride: the priest (I'm so anti-clerical that!) that whip all with parsley dipped in the water ... a pleasure, you bet!


I close it without recipes, food without a hint, this series of recollections, which is not the first in a series (which actually may have only two posts: this is the next to be). Then I will far more references to the kitchen and dining customs in Turkey, I was able to enjoy for three months ... (Still enjoying my photo was not stolen from the internet ... but because it would disgrace cell phone camera will be broken in mid-July, forcing me to raise more photos by guests or miei colleghi italiani).

Vi do (e mi do altrettanti) un bentornato nel mondo del mio blog, sperando di riuscire ad aggiornarlo più in fretta e con goduriose e gustose novità.

Un abbraccio e un merhaba ("ciao" in turco) a tutti e a riaggiornarci presto con "Ricordi della Turchia: parte 2 (l'universo gastronomico)"









Giulia